well billy still doesnt have a car so things between us are a lil rocky. we try to spend as much time tgether as possible but its hard when he doesnt have a car and i dont get my license for another 2 weeks. and our friends really dont wanna cart our asses around all the time. so when were toether we try and make the best of it. we chilled all day yesterday b/c he had ross's car while ross was at the beach. so i took him out to dinner and just hung out. we were talkin on the phone later that night and he was saying that when we were drivin he was lookin at me and just thinkin damn good stuff liek this just doesnt happen to me.. why? and that he really does love me. and today i drove over to his house and we hung out. ate lunch and we were layin down and he was liek ashley i love you way to much. and i know im an asshole and i fuck up alot and do stupid things but i love you so much and i never wanna lose you and i dont want you yo leave me. im sorry for all the stupid shit ive done, and i know you treat me so much better than i treat you. but i do love you. and thank you for everything you do for me. and then the guy from the navy called to see if he could stop by.. yes the navy.. he wants to take my darling away from me and send him of on a boat in the middle of the damn ocean so i can never see him again... im not havin it! my baby isnt goin to no damn navy or anything like that! fuck uncle sam.. hes not takin away the ppl that i love and care about! NOO WAYY!! and i told billy that too and he wa sliek im not going dont worry about it.. im not.. but its still sad.. i duno...

later.
ashley