well yesterday i turned sixteen.. yes sweet sixteen! sarah spent the night friday so we snuck out and hung out with logan aka matthew McConaughy.. lol and picked up befus and hsi gay friends and amil met up with us, but nothing was goin on that night so we dropped beef and his friends off and the three of us just drove around and shit got home about 3.. or so.. woke up the next morning to my mom coming in my room and wakin us up, she gave me flowers and 16 balloons... pink light pink and black... my colors and one that said happy 16th b-day then she went down stairs and came back up with chocolate covered strawberries. dropped sarah off at like 12 or 1.. billy came over with joe nick ryan and anthony, they all said happy b-day and then left billy stayed of course and gave me my presents, he gave me a package of eetee lauder perfume, intense pleasures, smells great!! earring that match the heart necklace with diamonds in the center of the earrings and the heart. and this fuckin awesome braclet with stars on it but they ar eliek a wave, its soo cool its my fave present out of everything i got! from my parents i got a skirt, four shirts, 7 pairs of shoes, the dvd chicago, necklace earrings and braclet that all match, this bitchin watch that is like a lock, its my 2nd fave thing, an ipod that comin in the mail, they had to order it and its hot pink how cool is that, gift certificate to ruby tuesdays so i can take billy out to dinner, and umm i think thats it but im prolly forgettin sumthin...then the fam and i and amber and billy all went to kanki for lunch, anthony came and picked billy and i up and we went to joes house, chilled there then went to my surprise party at taylor befus' house, which wasnt a surprise at all, about three of my friends were there and everyone else i didnt know or wasnt friends with, everyone was fucked up when i got here, plans got messed up so i had to be home at 11:30, i was there for about ten mins and kat and crystal all left me there with billy ryan nick and joe and a house full of ppl i didnt know, so i left and i was soo upset i just cried and cried, and nick, joe and ryan wanted to take me out and do somethin else b/c they wer eliek its ur b-day forget them they arent your friends if they do that to you on ur b-day what do u wanna do? do u wanna just go out with us? or what? but i just wanted to go home and billy came with me so they dropped us off, and i had to explain to my parents what happened and igot even more upset, then sarah and kat called me and i jus thung up on them, and billy and i just chilled and he told me how much he cared about me and blah blah blah u guys dont wanna hear how sweet he is... then my dad drove him home at 11 and i went home billy called  we taled ofr a lil bit then got of the phone cuz he had graduation the next morning

this mornign i woke up and got ready for graduation, billy and his fam picked me up at 12:15 went to the civic center, watched the seniors graduate finally.. its sad b/c i m gunna miss them all!!  went back to billys house after wards, chilled took a nap there, woke up went out to dinner to o charleys with his family, came back to b's hosue and chilled ryan came to pick up billy with nick and i my mom came and got me and i went home whiel they went out to a party for graduation.. my life sucks...